About Cups and What Springs from Translation.
Giorgio Morandi, Natura Morta 1948
Some days ago, I was scrolling through the Ikea app looking for cups worthy of substituting the ones I had – with deeply worrying and hopefully not premonitory consistency – shattered on my kitchen floor over the past two dopey mornings.
Boring days go by. The existence of my purchase, which – as you do – I totally erased, presented itself to me through the ring of the kind but unknowingly loud portier interrupting my still July-like and unresponsible sleep – it’s already September – by handing me the forgotten Ikea box. Only now, sympathetically staring at my barely functional self, did he understand that his daily task shocked me like a cold 4:AM shower. Still yawning, I mechanically set those new cups of mine on the kitchen shelf. There, they remain untouched, soulless, awaiting to prove their worth by quenching my caffeine thirst.
I recently thought of them and the box they came in – warning me of the fragility of its guts which they in fact seemed to lack, for they were purposefully selected to be immune from my carelessness – as I was strolling down the vanguard-filled rooms of the ‘900 Museum, which I visited to welcome myself back to the foggy city – it’s a myth, I cannot recall a single truly foggy morning.
Routinely, I end up stopping upon Giorgio Morandi’s still lives, hoping this time they will reveal some truth I felt they still withheld from me. As my sight readjusts to normality after tiring itself by trying to recompose shapes of knights and drinkers Boccioni shattered on the floor just like I did to my cups, I start losing hope. Every time I stare at those damn paintings a wet-wooded and feeble flame of anger starts burning in my chest. I cannot for the life of me figure out how, in the overwhelming and numbing excess of interlude-like studies of oranges and flowers and cups and bottles museum halls overflow with, well those, consistently and inexplicably, incite dormient tears to try and make their way out my repressing eyes. I tell myself that maybe this time it was happening only because Dylan hoarsely but gently sang of how in museum walls infinity goes up on trial, which played in my ears as I subconsciously dove into that brown and bright and immense yet flat kitchen. The anger is soon forgotten.
Something and nothing, camera roll